Part 33
Hate him?
Khushi looked into molten eyes trained on her and felt a shiver of awareness go
down her spine. That tingle wasn’t hate, was it?
Her eyes
fell to his large hands loosely clasped on his lap and felt them trailing
against her skin. She crossed her arms. Goosebumps didn’t signify hate, did
they?
“No...” she
whispered uncertainly.
The breath
left him in a gust. The relief left him lightheaded.
“But you
are very troublesome,” she murmured, looking away.
His brows
shot up. “What the!” he exclaimed.
“You are
too,” she insisted, turning to look at him. “Devi Maiyya knows how you trouble
me.”
“What did I
do?” he asked, trying his best to look as innocent as possible.
Khushi
looked away. He could be brazen about his actions, but how could be shameless
enough to voice them?
“What did I
do, Khushi?” he asked urgently, racking his brains to find the source of her
problem.
Khushi
remained silent, her face firmly turned away.
“Khushi!” Arnav
grabbed her hand to get her attention.
She pulled
her hand away, saying agitated, “This is what I meant. Why do you touch me?”
His eyes
widened.
“Do you
have any idea what it feels like when you touch me?” Khushi asked, too angry to
realise the significance of the words. “Jab dekho haath pakdthe rehte hein,”
she muttered her complaint. “If I try to stay away from him, he follows me and
takes hold of my hand.”
Arnav
stared at her with fascinated eyes.
“Do I need
to breath or not?” she asked reasonably. “Then why are you touching me idhar
udhar?”
He
swallowed hard. Then he asked, “Khushi, what if I promise not to touch you?”
She looked
at him in astonishment.
“What if I
promise not to touch you till you ask me to touch you?” he qualified.
“Why should
I ask you to touch me?” she asked, frowning.
“You never
know. You may like me touching you,” he said easily. “Will you marry me if I promise
not to touch you till you ask me to?” he insisted.
Khushi
tried thinking with a brain with scrambled cells and couldn’t come up with any
reason to refuse. And their wedding was fixed anyway. So refusing to marry him
after agreeing to marry him didn’t make any sense. So she said weakly, “Yes.”
He leaned
back in relief. “I will ask my family to hurry the rasams,” he said.
She
frowned. “Why?”
“We need to
learn a lot about each other, Khushi. And it is better if it happens after
shaadi,” he said mildly.
She asked,
confused, “You don’t have time to visit me daily so that we can know each
other?”
“You can
say that,” he replied after a moment.
She nodded.
“Theek he,” she said slowly.
“I promise,
Khushi, you will never regret marrying me,” he said quietly.
She looked
at him.
He stood up
and held his hand out to help her stand up.
Khushi
looked at his open palm.
“You will
always have the choice, Khushi. You can decide whether to take my hand or not,”
he said softly.
Khushi drew
in a shuddering breath. Her eyes on his hand, she made to slowly lift her hand.
He quickly
withdrew his hand as though he hadn’t seen her compliance.
“It is
fine, Khushi,” he said easily. “You can touch me when you feel comfortable. Don’t
fret about it.”
Khushi
nodded slowly and stood up.
Arnav
looked at the dome of the temple and said a silent thanks to Devi Maiyya.
***
Arnav walked
into his house and handed over his coat to HP. “Ask the whole family to
assemble in the living room,” he instructed. “I need to talk to them.”
“Yes, Arnav
bhaiyya,” HP murmured as he ran to do his bidding.
Soon his
family members took their seats, varying degrees of anxiety on their faces
except for mami. There was a heavy layer of caked face pack on her face.
“Kaa hua,
Arnav bitwaa?” mami asked. “Bhy did you call ujj?”
Arnav took
one horrified look at her white face and looked away to compose himself.
“Chotey?”
Anjali asked, all ready to weep at the drop of a hat.
“Err..I
want you to finish all the rasams within a week,” he instructed.
The whole
family stared at him. Payal looked downright worried. How would her family
manage?
“What is
the need to waste time?” he asked, trying to keep his face impassive.
“The
rasams...?” nani looked at mamaji.
“You know I
don’t believe in all that nonsense,” Arnav said brusquely.
“And if you are
insistent, we can have them after the wedding.”
The whole
family gasped.
“Have
pre-wedding rituals after the wedding?” nani asked, shocked.
“What has
gotten into you, Chotey?” Anjali asked in wonder.
“A bhoot,”
mami said. “A shaadi ka bhoot got into hamre Arnav bitwaa.”
“Work,” he
blurted out.
Akash and
mamaji stared at him.
“I may have
to go on an extended official tour soon,” Arnav tried to say convincingly. “I
don’t want the wedding to be postponed till I can return. So let’s have the shaadi
this week.”
All looked
at Payal. She looked helplessly at Akash. “One week? The arrangements...” she
murmured. “How will babuji be able to arrange everything in such a short time?”
“Nani, let
Khushi’s family know, please. Aman will get event managers and we can have all
the rasams you deem unavoidable, here at our house,” Arnav decided.
The
Raizadas looked at each other, both perplexed and amused at Arnav’s urgency.
Only Arnav
knew how difficult it had been to trap his fidgety kabootari in the web spun
with his words. He drew in a deep breath. The shaadi had to happen at the
earliest moment possible.
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ReplyDeleteHappy Rakhi!!
Sly, sly ASR .... business trip or an extended official honeymoon ;-)
ReplyDeleteHappy Rakhi to those celebrating!
ReplyDeleteThis ASR is very very chalaak and hoshiyar! What a promise to make to Khushi? No touching idhar udhar until they get married and when she wants?! Using bijnej as an excuse to make the kabootri yours bitwa; if only your family knew what you have in mind! This Aashik Singh Raizada is something eh? What other solutions will he come up with? Will there be anymore heart to heart between them still? Hoping for that! Loving this communicating ASR-KKG!
Hmmmm...strike while the iron is hot Arnav bitwa?
ReplyDeleteOn a more serious note, I love that he has realised how important it is to not rush her. To make her feel she has control over whether or not she wants to touch him and more importantly whether he can touch her. And that he respects her enough to give her that.
Wow Smitaji. What an update. Dhak dhaks statt again for Khushi. Poor girl doesnt know that dhak dhaks will continue even when Arnav is away from her.
ReplyDeleteVery smart idea. ASR will woo his kabootri for a week like an ideal fiance n make Khushi demand him to touch her idhar udhar n every where. Sly Sky. 😜. How will he manage to be away or will the work miraculously disappear after the wedding?
How will Khushi's family manage the wedding? Will ASR make all arrangements? One more reason for Khushi to be indebted to the Raakshas .
Awaiting next part
Amazing.. Arnav bitwa wants to have his kabootri in his hands and that too soon se bhi jaldi soon.. loved the update..
ReplyDeleteLoved the update, brilliant. Devious Arnav doing everything in his power to get his Khushi. Eager for the next part
ReplyDeleteVery interesting.... Arnav babua is ready to tie a knot with his Kabootri......wah wah Ka Jaap bichhaya haiji!!!!!
ReplyDeleteLove n hugs Smitaji.
Yes, he's scared that his kabootri may fly away.
DeleteAccording to the laws of Physics, there is nothing faster than the speed of light. However, the famed Shatir Dimag is coming in a close second. Wow!!!!! Way to go ASR. He's made her an offer she can't refuse. "Come into my parlour ", said the Spider to the Fly. Wonder what the wily spider will think of next? And the fly??? I can't feel too sorry for it. Update fast Please, please, please!!!!!
ReplyDeleteVulnerability and strength...heart and mind...push and pull, this story is a perfect amalgam of all these facets and more. Khushi's submissiveness to the happiness and wishes of her family wars with her spirit. Even though she had to bend, yet she let her displeasure known to the culprit (aka Arnav), gracefully- something which lacked in her character in the serial, and I absolutely adore in your story.
ReplyDeleteArnav's capitulation to her silent, unspoken desire- to be central to someone's decision, and not merely a taken for granted factor on the periphery was brilliantly written.
The characters of Arnav and Khushi, are simple in some ways, and layered in so many...
As for Arnav bitwa's promise to touch Khushi only when she wants him to, well...I can'tell help but snort. It will be interesting to see how long he lasts, and what will be the withdrawal symptoms. Really, he should think before making such rash promises; that too ones which are difficult to keep.
And the way way he handled Khushi, and managed to pre pone their wedding to boot- it was simply devious, and something only ASR can come up with.
I'm eager to know the next 'khurafat' the shatir brain trained in Haridwar comes up with!
Hey Smita, hope you are alright. That was one super fantastic update. Loved the way the Haridwar trained brain is working.
ReplyDeleteLooking forward to next part
Hey di brilliant update..
ReplyDeleteLoved it totally...
He is so in hurry to get hitched. Awesome
Falling in love again...with Arnav, Khushi, the story ..:)
ReplyDeleteLovely Smita...you were not well sometime back...are you fine now?
Take care..
Happy Rakhi, Janmashtami, Happy Independence Day Jai Hind.
ReplyDeletevery nice but very short updates .
Arnav promised not to touch her until she asked....this is interesting.....Superb update
ReplyDeleteKhushi is like a weird child so cute
ReplyDeleteBrilliant story
ReplyDeleteHello super
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